According to KSI it was the hardest song to make and it took the longest due to his exploration of close personal relationships, the fact that it doesn’t have a feature on a feature heavy album and acts as the closing track, makes its significance immediately obvious.
The first verse is about his family, mainly Deji (his brother) whom he had a public back and forth with.
The second is about his girlfriend, who has been kept away from the public, but has JJ’s appreciation acting as a more heartfelt contrast to the previous verse of conflict.
Lyrics of Millions
I got millions on my mind
Still I get so anxious
And I can't help me
Got my feelings on the line
And I get no answers
Something wrong with me
'Cause I'm not on cloud nine
I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be your B
I got millions on my mind
Still I get so anxious
And I can't help me
Money can't buy happiness
Only rent it
I told myself I wanna finish
And I meant it
I hated every fuckin' second
Hated every mention
Searchin' and screamin'
For all the reasons that you wanted
More appealing and attention
You turned my blood against me
You made me hate my bestie
You fuckin' ruined me, man, but
You don't care
Every message that I was sent was just air
Oh well, fuck it, you got what you wanted
At my expense
You did it, you already won it
And now I'm pickin' up my pieces
Done with all your leases
I hope you hear this and hate it
I got millions on my mind
Still I get so anxious
And I can't help me
Got my feelings on the line
And I get no answers
Something wrong with me
'Cause I'm not on cloud nine
I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be your B
I got millions on my mind
Still I get so anxious
And I can't help me
I know I'm not easy to be around
Hard times, you're holding me down
And I like how you smile
Even when I make a fool of myself
Still, you want nobody else
And that shit really helps
Diamond in the rough, you know I mean it
You don't want the money or the fame
You'd rather leave it
Leave it just to help out all the people with their mental
Fundamental, you are my sentimental dealer
Turning down my compliments
I really hate it, since I'm tryna boost your confidence
I really made it since you helped me with my issues
Stronger than ever
Want you to know it
Forever
I got millions on my mind
Still I get so anxious
And I can't help me
Got my feelings on the line
And I get no answers
Something wrong with me
'Cause I'm not on cloud nine
I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be your B
I got millions on my mind
Still I get so anxious
And I can't help me